Ive been feeling the pressure of my surroundings recently, ive been too poor to do much. the difficulty is proving to be the rebuilding of all the managed scenarios i had abandoned ( Read more... )

i worked 9-3 today, then after procrastinating a little, decided to fit a et of spotlights to the front of my land rover, easier than expected, except the electrics is still to come. that should be the easy part thou.

my hippo has nostrils n big eyes now :P

i have just returned from camping in lamington national park on wednesday... the beauty is serene, quite amazing. the forest and scenery opens your eyes, the rarely followed paths allow you t osee into what exists beyond the world as we know it ( Read more... )

here i sit at 1 am wondering what to do, i feel alone. time seems to last forever. days become long, drained of social capacity. no work limits activities, a fuck,. i have no thoughts either.....

what is direction? which future to build? what to gain? what to lose ( Read more... )

iwent into the workshop today to organise the ecu and alutch actuators, luke has done some dodgy stuff. i have no confidence that the car will be operational by monday. we have a half arsed harness, incomplete dash, incomplete steerring display, no engine connectors. no oil pressure sender, only 1 water temp feed, fuck ( Read more... )