*sigh*....... yesterday was insane. today will probablly be the same...

the same dark mysterious stranger was at node again. still couldn't muster up the courage to talk to him. yeah...

you know me too well. she's sorry i can tell......you're acting all this out again ( Read more... )

hahaha he is such a joke. i give it a week. whata fucking moron. he fucked up man. fucked up something good. and he military?? hahaha!! he'll be the first one shot. bbahahahaa i'm gettin drunk.....and crunk...and.....hahahahahahaah

just got back...tonight was a blast. hung out with todd, got 5 job application from the mall, went back to scotties to play halo and watch some of anchorman, met up with josh at mcdonalds and then went gnoming and wrapping. super fun. i love those boys....might to it again tomorrow.. but with bingo. yay. then saturday is all of the grad parties. ( Read more... )

node last night was great. saw cindy!!! and hung out with joe and sean all night. saw ben too. yay. sean wanted me to go hit on that hot ass guy but i didn't have the guts. ahwell. he wasn't that hot anyway.....

time to go look for more jobs. yay.

this is getting over you.....

hooray off to node. good books, good coffee, good cigarettes..... by myself...if sean shows up. but i doubt it. ahwell. yay. node.

we washed it down the drain with one silver bullet and 2 vicadin.

well i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,

and the only thing constant is the constant reminder he'd never change.

i think i might go sit at node with a book...or my notebook...or both..... anyone want to join me??.....yeah that's what i thought.....

i wish sean got off of work quicker. i really want to see that kid. apparently he has a new boyfriend yay.... lucky.

i miss him....fuck....