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Today would have been your second birthday
Today would have been your second birthday. I bought two butterfly balloons. I made two cupcakes. I lit two candles ( Read more... ) -
Two years ago today P died in the womb
And memories flash back. The last thing I ate with her alive-a pretzel. Scott and I each ordered one. He reminded me today that one was cinnimon and sugar and the other was plain with cheese. I texted sunneyone and she remembered me texting her and telling her I hadn't felt the baby in a few hours. All of these memories that we all have of that fateful day ( Read more... ) -
I could have died. But I didn't.
I could have died ( Read more... ) -
The stranger's loss
I was browsing Pinterest this morning looking for, "Pregnancy after Loss" support and I came upon a blog about a woman with a rainbow pregnancy. Her first entry put her LMP as March 5 of this year. Considering mine was the day after, I was anxious to read more of her story and I kept on reading ( Read more... ) -
#7 Marathon in the books
Honolulu Marathon finisher 5:18:26. Not my best, not my worst. A hard course. I thought of P a lot.
4 months today. Where is time going.
I fell at mi 6 and scraped up my arm, knee, hand pretty bad.
Exhausted but running on caffene -
12 weeks that she's been gone.
Odd things seem to happen on Penelope's month angel-versaries. I'm not sure if I am more cognizant of them or if they do happen more often- but I figured I would record them and start to compare what happens month to month ( Read more... ) -
Can people please stop crying so I can cry too?
Can people please stop crying so I can cry too? You see, I am the type of person that wants to be strong when others are weak. I automatically go into comfort mode when I see someone crying. I want to be there for you, to listen and to let you know I care. But right now, I'm the one that needs comforting. I'm the one that needs to cry. When you cry ( Read more... ) -
20 weeks, ?? to go
20 weeks sober, and I'm guessing less than that before I get a freshly made belilini in my hands. Thank Azna.
