After the loneliness...

[beguiled_heart]

When I first began this journal, I was 18 and in college, shy and unsure of where I belonged, and lonely. Oh, so lonely. I felt alone among my family, and I felt alone among my friends. So I turned to this journal. I poured out my thoughts and feelings in here. And it felt nice. Especially when I began to have friends, friends who seemed to share

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[musouka]

Well, I haven't known you for long, Helene... maybe 2 or 3 years? Nevertheless, I have always loved reading your eloquent entries about your little adventures. I am very happy to see you mature into a fine woman and be able find your little happiness. Relationships are difficult to maintain but I trust that you will be able to do your best.

So thank you for always writing here and for sharing those little stories and those precious thoughts.

I hope I was as good as keeping diaries as you are but I get distracted easily. :p

[beguiled_heart]

Hehe, well, I can't seem to remember a time when we weren't friends in livejournal. =) I am doing my best to maintain my relationship... it's been a pretty smooth ride surprisingly, though of course it's really hard to avoid a few bumps along the way. =)

You're welcome. Thank you for being my friend, Majdi. =)

Hehe, my diaries were like my imaginary friends before. I talked to them like they were real.

[volatilegemini]

I'm happy that you aren't lonely anymore Helene - you deserve all the happiness in the world.

And by the way, you're awesome - last time I checked, you had the second highest score on my quiz! Good job ^_^

[beguiled_heart]

Haha, yeah, I was so happy when I saw I only got one mistake! It really surprised me, though I suppose my unconscious memory was working big time. =)

And yeah, it's nice to let go of the loneliness. Rogel and I still have issues to deal with, but I kinda have faith that we'll get by them. =)

[gamermomjg]

I have said it before, and I will most likely say it again, but I have always loved reading your posts.

I am happy for you in your relationship. i envy you your love. I want someone I can talk to like that someone who is happy to be with me. To talk with like that. To hold and cherish.

[beguiled_heart]

Thanks, Justin. =) And aww, I have been wondering about what happened with you and your love... but I've been trying not to be a nosy friend, and if you don't want to share, it's okay. It is nice being loved.

[gamermomjg]

I will explane in the future. it is a long story. I am still trying to figure out the plot my self. Thank you for being concerned.

[namedphoenix]

much with the cuteness!

Helene, I'm very happy for you!

[beguiled_heart]

Thanks, Cindi. =)

[peter]

are you still around at all?