Yah! Yesturday we went to that SpringFestt hing. It was actually fun! I hung out with Ayami and Breck, man we had a blast! I happened to mention that i was moving out ASAP and Breck suggested that we move in together cuz it would be cheaper and more practical to have a roommate. So yeah, i think that once i get enough cash, we're gonna move in ( Read more... )

wow. i had another talk with Nick last night. i think he wants to dump his gf, he still likes me alot. me talked about sex alot... ALOT. not like, anything bad, just what we think about it. i dunno. it was intersting. i like him sooooooo much! i want him relaly bad, he will be mine ( Read more... )

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Well, i had a really good conversation with Nick just now on MSN. We're all good. Alot got cleared up between us and i feel so much better, yet im really depressed. So much could've happened if i was only a few days earlier with my confession. I'm so much of a loser. I think i'm going to go cry now. Adieu!

Man. I'm tellin ya. Nick was being a jerk today. He really is ignoring me. I guess he said he was going to because, in his words "well, i'm just going to pretend that i dont care [that i'm not going out with Gina] and try to avoid her." That makes me sooooooooooo mad! I could almost slap him he's being so mean! I wrote him an e-mail telling him how ( Read more... )

Ah man, today has been an odd day. School went fine, i painted some more. Then i got home and my mom took me to get job applications, i think i got like 5 or 6 of them. When i was filling them out, they all had "skills, interests, and abilities". I realized that i have no skills. no interests. no ablilities. I was devistated. I cried for about two ( Read more... )

Hiya! Gomen nasai that i didnt write yesturday, i was fiddling around with our new PS2, trying to get it all setup. but eyah. School went well, i painted alot, i finally decided on a background and started painting it up. My mom came up to the school around quarter after one to see it and to talk to Mrs. Erickson. Mike and Shane came down to hang ( Read more... )

Wai! Today was a good day! I panited alot, i got ALL the shading done and i got Navi done and all that left for me to do isht the back ground. I finally decided to paint up the forest temple ground floor dungeon map. It'll be a lil tedious, but in the end, it'll be totally worth it! In english today, i dunno how it came up, but Brandon siad that ( Read more... )

Goman nasai about all the swearing. I'm ver aggravated right now.It wont happen again. Goman nasai, gomen nasai!

GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I hate myself!!! Nick's going out with Kayla! Since Spring Break! And he didnt even have the balls to tell me himself! Marissa told me and he hasnt even mentioned it at all! And i had sent him a couple emails about shit that i never woulda said if i didnt think tht he liked me! I mean, i know that he liked me, or whatever but ( Read more... )