Well, I know it's been a long time since I updated this fuckin thing, but I know you people dont care. Ive been writing in an actual written journal, like normal people do. This thing is just used for conversation's sake, I guess. Fuck telling everyone my PERSONAL feelings. Anywho, I will say one thing. Halloween was the best night EVER! I ( Read more... )

Man, some of the greatest bands ever formed, and the greatest cds ever made, have come out of Gothenburg, Sweden. Anywho, if you people havent guessed by my last post, I am a loving, fun drunk.. most of the times. Sometimes, I can be the other way, but last night I was that happy drunk. Anywho, I think my drinking days are close to over. Im ( Read more... )

I am soo fucking drunk right now!!! BONG! Anyways, this is going to be a happy update for once! Yeah I know its rare! I am so fucking happy with life right now. I have the most amazing girlfriend in the fucking universe. Becky is the only girl who would ever break out into the unclefucker song with me! Things are so different with her ( Read more... )

Okay, so this week fucking sucked balls and ass. I didnt get to see Becky on thursday, and friday was a really bad morning until I got out of school. I hung out with Korean Dan for a while, then went to Becky's at 2. I got to watch the band practice... which didnt start til an hour into practice due to problems with equipment. But, once all of ( Read more... )

Okay.. so yet again, Ive fallen off with updating this god damn thing. Not that anyone really cares anyways. Where to begin... Well, Andrew's graduation party was pretty sweet. Lucky bastard got 500 bucks for graduation. I got screwed out of having a graduation party, so i got screwed out of money.... THANKS ALOT MOM! The one thing I did not ( Read more... )

I swear, sometimes I am just such a pessimistic asshole. I dont know why, but I always think that whatever bad can happen to me, will happen. It's only like day 3 of being with Becky, and already Im afraid of her getting bored of me, and just losing all interest in me. I know its kinda a silly thing to think, but hey... Theres not an optimistic ( Read more... )

God damn its been a while since I've updated. Well, no one really gives a shit what I have to say anyways, but god damnit, I dont care! Im gonna tell everyone what's up! Life is going fucking great right now. Im doing well in school. The adjustment wasnt too bad. Now, Im pretty used to the flow of things. Today, we had a project for Hist. of ( Read more... )

In my life, the one thing I can always fall back on when things get confusing, stressful, or just downright unbearable, is music. I just cant get through life without it. When all else fails, Iced Earth's Dark Saga, Cradle of Filth's ...Dusk and Her Embrace, Dark Tranquillity's The Gallery, Borknagar's Quintessence, Death's The Sound of ( Read more... )

I thought that I was falling apart before... Well, its gotten much worse. For one, Im having alot of problems with financial aid. The Deadline is the 15th, and I really need to deffer the bill or something. Not to mention, I got charged an extra 1300 for god knows what reason. And, I couldnt get ahold of anyone today. To make matters worse, ( Read more... )

This is my last post in this stupid thing. I thought that a livejournal would be a good idea for me to get out what I think and feel, but you know what? Its not. I just made things public that I shouldnt have, and to be honest, I dont need everyone's fucking opinion on everything. If I wanna write out what Im feeling, Ill do it in a notebook. ( Read more... )