why is everything have to happen at once my mind is running on overdrive and i cant keep up. to many thing are happing.

the feeling of being alone really has to be the worst thing ever mois being sent away for more chemo they found lukmia in his blod again ive been so fucking angry and sad the last 2 days i wish there was somthing i could do i dont understand how things like that can happen to the greatest of people.I work at radio shack now or should i say live ( Read more... )

fucking europe is so amazing oh my god rome was like the craziest place ever i took lots of pics and am going to upload them later i love how i can drink all i want here and have no problom the woman are amazing there all so fineeee its hella tight ummmm yeah i got to see the vatican that shit was sick as fuck.....but still.....fuck jesus lol ok ( Read more... )

Summer is almost gone and then its life for me.......I leave for europe on sept 10th with no money that is kinda freaking me out but im sure everything will work out for the best. I feel like somthing is missing I dont know what but somthing is.........

man my birthday was amazing i got a tattoo!!! i drove around on the strip with david,clayton,klinton and jay jay we met up with tak and natalie then met up with emma but we randomly ran inot homless mike brandon and some other squatter kids who i havent seen in forever lol well yeah i bought a pack of cig and dindet get carded!!! i was pissed but ( Read more... )

so my mom comes in the room crying and she showed me all these pics from when i was born untill nowand she is like your 18 now
and i still rember holding you in my arms then she kissed my forehead and walked away.........damn im 18 in 1 hour and 22 min.....fuck..........

so i hate nights like these its 5:30am and i havent fallen asleep i have so many things on my mind like what im going to do with my life that im fainly done with high school it seems like im being forced to grow up overnight but no one is forcing me but myself i just wish i could go back to kg and start school all over again.fuck.........life is ( Read more... )

As bad as shit have been going in my life latly days like last night make me remeber there are good points and low points yesterday was a good one we got really shit faced my little jay jay finaly drank she got drunk as fuck i got drunk as fuck everyone was drunk and smoking hookah playing tip cup and beer pong or somthing it was fun.I'm still ( Read more... )

yeah it was i really think nights like these make life great i mean i couldeve been a little better if somone was there but i duno it felt so right? and right now everything feels right it seems like my life is finaly coming together that im actuly growing up in 32 days il be 18 and i couldent be happye ( Read more... )

if you really want to know how ive been feeling lisin and watch this video of a song me and freddy wrote it explains what i feel without any words

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ackwQb73j4c