im not goin to hampton beach im not doin anything im so angry

im fucked

fuck it all! i dont even kno why i bother anymore....it never gets me anywheres anyways....

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh! why cant anything go my way for once? im sick of bein the fuck up....im sick of it all...

im not appreciated by anybody and i could fuckin cry....i feel so alone...

im out...peace

ok so i gots an interveiw.......at claires in the hampshire mall...i hope i get it cuz that would mean i would be workin in hadley and in holyoke...which means that i would be making some good money not to mention DISCOUNTS!!!!!!!!!!! HEEHEEHHHHHHHH im in debt so bad! my cell bill is so much money! $431!!!!! by august 23 and then i hasve doctor ( Read more... )

well im in a whole lot of a better mood! uh! yeah ( Read more... )

i miss my mom...i thought it wouldnt happen but it did...and no one seems to make it any better ( Read more... )

well build-a-bear has decided not to hire me...bastards! i duno what im gona do...im in desperate need for money...it sux ( Read more... )

omg wicked happy! i have an interview for Build-A-Bear tomorrow at 830. wish me luck ppl. with this maybe i can get myself an apartment and stop mooching off of everyone...thanx to everyone whose let me tho cuz...i really need it ( Read more... )

so i work in chicopee now...see ryan all the time...and sleep alllll day...im such a loser...i cant stand not havin a stable place to stay...all u people with homes...suck ( Read more... )

hey fuckers..its been awhile...what can i say i havnt had a computer around in sooooooooo long.... boo hoo ( Read more... )

well today is the day...the proof that i finally fuckin did it...i couldnt be more proud of myself and all the rest who are walkin...but im really sad...not only is it the end of high skool, some of the best memories of my life, but now i come to find that my dad is like wicked sick and cant come...thats fuckin great....my heart is so broken right ( Read more... )