Hey everyone. Haven't update in forever. Well for Christmas Justin got me a Border Collie puppy. She is so cute. I named her Dakota. I decided to get her instead of a Pomeranian because our Pit Bull needs a dog it can play with and now I have a running buddy ( Read more... )

Well I'm 129. Yuck! But I'm going on a walk today. A long walk with my little pit bull. I'm so excited I found out Justin is buying me a Pomeranian! Yay! Other news. Katie my best friend is giving me a horse for my birthday ( Read more... )

Well I gained a pound I'm 128.5. Yuckies. I'll make sure it's gone by tomorrow. I'm gonna try to go without lunch but if i eat all I am eating is a small apple. I've had about 300 cals today. My goal for today is between 600-800 cals. I was doing great yesterday until Justin made me eat Hamburger Helper. Yuckie ( Read more... )

Ha-well lets see. I failed my econ test. Unless I get 100% on the next one I am gonna fail the class. So I am gonna study my ass off. I have to. I have to ATLEAST get a D. There is so much going wrong in my life right now ( Read more... )

This have been a fuckin' shitty week. I didn't work all week, not once! I started smoking again and quit again this week. Don't ask. No school tomorrow. Yay. I'm going deer hunting with Justin and Benji though. Oh joy another morning of getting up early. Hopefully I actually get a deer this time. I've been out there like 4 days now I better get one ( Read more... )

I got let off of work early last night which was good because I got to sleep longer to I was more awake hunting this morning. It was bad because I don't get money for not being there. So this morning I got up at 3:30. Wow. That was early. Got dressed in my million layers for hunting. And had a normal breakfast some of which I gave to the dog. I'm a ( Read more... )

Okay even though I did really crappy last night. I didn't eat anymore after I posted though. I was 129 when I got on the scale today. So I was happy. I'm back on track today though. I've only had oatmeal and a quarter of a cup of orange juice. Not bad. I am getting so excited about moving. I really just want Justin and I to have our own little home ( Read more... )

Okay so I was doing good. I had gotten away with eating only oatmeal and 1 taco, then came dinner. I went to Justin's work with Diesel. And I saw my favorite oatmeal and raisin cookies in the vending machine. 330 cals. I thought for dinner that wouldn't be bad. But then I ate those and I was still hungry. So I bought Famous Amos cookies, that was ( Read more... )

Yesterday I restricted what I ate. I also went for a long and fast walk with Justin and the dogs. After breakfast I ate 2 tacos. I didn't want to but Justin bought them for me and he sat there and watched me eat them. So I didn't have much of a choice at all. For dinner I had a doughnut, yuckies, fat free strawberry yogurt and an apple. So I ( Read more... )

What I have eaten today: Oatmeal -130 Cals
Orange Juice (1/2 cup)-55 Cals
Milk (1/2 cup) -65 Cals Total 250 Cals ( Read more... )