If you put two and two together. Yes I am pregnant. It's pretty scary. No more eating disorder though. I am forcing myself to eat. I feel like crap constantly. And I weigh 137 pounds!!! Thats like the highest I have ever weighed. I got engaged on February 12 to Justin. That made me really happy. If you wanna know more ask more. Much love.

Gosh, everything has been going horrible lately. I weigh 132.2. I haven't been able to diet or fast even though Justin said he would do it with me. What a good boyfriend. I'm not getting my Pomeranian because I have to fix my car, AND because I want to get a horse. I figure 2 dogs is enough, my Pit Bull and Border Collie take a lot of energy. ( Read more... )

Well I got a job. At a Candy Factory thingy, it's full time, so 40 hours a week. I'll be making almost 9 dollars and hour so I will definately be able to get a new car sometime this spring. I am starting a fast today! 4 more weeks until I get my Pom! Yay! My parents spent close to 500 dollars to fix my car. Yikes. I don't like it though, I want a ( Read more... )

Christmas eve; We went gambling we stayed until 4 o'clock in the morning Christmas day. Justin came out 100 ahead. I broke even. He also got a 1,800 dollar christmas bonus; and I got fired from my job. Hmmm. Some people have all the luck! Life has been hectic. I can't wait until I get my Pomeranian; the first of February! Yay!

Well. I got some cool stuff for Christmas. But a lot of shitty stuff happened too. Well the good stuff first. Well my parents gave me $200 dollars, a digital scale, measuring cups, cereal, a sweatshirt, a purse, from my man's parents I got a cute jacket from aeropostale, a small shirt from the gap in hot pink, Justin got me a Pomeranian! :D ( Read more... )

I got Nicole Richie's book from my boyfriend as an early Christmas present. I read it within two days. I love it is such a good book. I couldn't find it anywhere until I went to WalMart to get some groceries for the boys and found it there. So I told him I wanted it and he bought it. YAY ( Read more... )

Okay. Well I weigh 129 today. Not bad not great. I have decided I NEED to quit smoking ciggies. They are so bad for me. Bleh. Plus my man really wants me to quit so I will. I am going to put a want list on here ( Read more... )

Well I decided that over Christmas break (I have a month off) I am going to fast for two weeks. It will be great. I am going to purify my body. I have been so stresses out lately that my face has been breaking out. Eh. That's not good. So I have been using lots of noxema on it. I brought all my clothes to the new house. Holy balls that's a lot of ( Read more... )

Well I got a job. On a dairy farm milking cows. I know but I burn A LOT of calories there. I almost passed out today because my blood sugar got so low. I work at 3:30 in the morning. It will be hard to get out of bed ( Read more... )

Well all I had today was a little piece of chocolate about 100 cals, a plain salad about 50 cals, a 1/2 a cup of cereal this morning 200 cals, and spaghetti about 350 cals. So that means 700 cals today not bad ( Read more... )