not happy

can someone tell me why i feel like crap right now?

sometimes i feel like i'm the same girl i was in middle school. and that bothers me.

i've decided to start letting myself feel young. which is weird, considering a week ago i stopped being a teenager. but it made me realize that even though i'm now an "adult", i've always felt like an adult. and this is the only year that i will ever be 20. i'm not saying i'm going to go be crazy or even change my habits at all, but i'm starting to ( Read more... )

sometimes i forget how disapointing people are

-not much going on ( Read more... )

i'm bored to death ( Read more... )

-my hair has grown in insane amount this past year and i don't really look/feel like myself, but everyone seems to think it looks better, so i'll live with it. i'm probably going to put some highlights in/bleach/anything, i'm getting bored with it ( Read more... )

hey, do this:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=bekahsaurus

click on stuff you think is me-like

<3

i can't sleep.