Somewhere around two and a half to three years ago a few things happened that set in motion a chain of events that would put my entire life on hold for nearly a year. I came upon a pitfall that dropped me into the creepy depths of the maze, and the deeper I wandered the more lost and irritable I got. People tried to reach me but I just kept walking ( Read more... )

I see things and it makes me want to write.
And I want to yell, and scream, and break things; like I used to.

Then something happens that takes all the wind out of my sails. I just wanted some form of self expression! Just once, Goddammit.

I'm going to look through the boxes. -2:55
Found it. -2:57
Another page filled. -4:44

For some reason I've developed this slow down. I just couldn't get out of the slump I've been in for the past few weeks. I think I broke through tonight, but man...I did not like that. I really need to get back on my toes. I think it was stress overload. Every time that happens I just shut down. I mean, I need a little bit go keep me awake but ( Read more... )

Pot o' jobe ( Read more... )

P.S.

Kenny is the best boyfriend ever.

Now that my stressful week has finally come to an end, I have been able to unwind. Between Thursday and Monday I just couldn't put together a full night of sleep. I was so anxious that no matter how exhausted I was I just couldn't do it. Of course it was all worth it. The wedding was great, and the toast was awesome. Maranda's and mine that is, ( Read more... )

Nintendo should make one more Mario Party ( Read more... )

Fuck yeah for the impenetrable defense! Sarah and I rocked it all game long and LJ played through injury and helped keep the ball on the other side of the field. A big thanks to the offense who maintained some serious possessions(and scored all those goals) and to the midfield who hustled back when we needed them. Glad I didn't die on the field. ( Read more... )

Thursday I was stressing like there was no tomorrow. Except not really because that would have lessened my stress undeniably. I was worried because I was under full-time status for the second time this month and on the verge of losing my benefits with no one willing to cough up workable hours, I didn't know if I could get the time off for soccer or ( Read more... )

I dreamt it was September ( Read more... )