I dont even know how i got here. or what even made me post an actual entry. every single thing in my life, is a mess. when does it get easier? when does it stop hurting? when do boys really grow up? im so lost and confused is sick. im 21 years old and im sitting at home on a saturday night becasue im too busy feeling sorry for myself. how pathetic ( Read more... )

i feel like everytime i even look or write on in this thing is when im livid. Then i read other peoples and they are always sayin the best about life. i never have anything good to say about life. When good things happen in my life i never care to even notice its a good thing. i think thats my problem. i always let the good things in my life slip ( Read more... )

im starting to regret the fact i was "too cool for school" and fucked up to the point where i had no chance to go away for college. Maybe i say this because i just returned from cmu. What an amazing weekend, really. everything about it i absolutley love. the fact that you walk everyywhere or take taxis! everyone is so friendly and the entire city ( Read more... )

i have no idea how i even rememberd i have a livejournal. But lately i have so many bottled emotions i just thought it couldnt hurt to update. Summer of 2006 was insance, to say the least. It really helped knowing i had an amazing best friend at my side threw it all. no bullshit fighting nothing of that sort one bit. everything went well, i learned ( Read more... )

so, peace out highschool and now on to physical thearpy internship :) :)

:) i <3 weekends. & bacardi limon

school tomorrow :( then work till 9ish everynight. boo that

"ive gone around a time or two,
just to waste my time with you"
my dirty little secret.

<3<3you
:X

im rather sick of kimball. look around. yuck ( Read more... )

F i r s t s ( Read more... )

winter break just didnt compare to last years. But its okay, got alll caught up with my sleep which always helps :) didnt do much of anything though. not like there was much to do anyhow. i got my beer bong back last night so i was real pleased with that! def. went to good use. as it always had before. of course the night went downhill. Life is so ( Read more... )

About you ( Read more... )