No cigarettes. Going well... just eating a lot of M&M's.

So I've been giving it some thought... and I have come to the conclusion that I'm good with helping people and their problems, regardless of how shitty I am at dealing with my own. I think maybe I can build a website that will allow people to post their personal issues anonymously and where I can help them with my own two cents. Maybe even allow ( Read more... )

Or not so well ( Read more... )

God I love my new job... It will seriously NEVER get better than this.

Here's an idea of my view all day...


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So I'm quitting smoking today... I have 2 cigs left, and then... I'm done... no more for me. It's gonna be a pain in the ass, but... It must be done. I've got some gum ready, and I plan on being more productive, instead of sitting around doing nothing... and give myself less chances to smoke or think about it...

Detached from reality, detached from society, I feel as though I'm just a bit out of place here... there's so much more out there for me... there's a better place for me to prove my strengths and fight my weakness. I need to figure out what is best for me right now... and what will benefit me in the future ( Read more... )

Seven Songs ( Read more... )

So I was sitting alone at the Castle tonight, just chillin at the upstairs bar... it wasn't too busy, and a girl catches my eye, complete eye contact as she walks in front of me... she goes and talks to someone, still within my sight, and when she finishes, she walks around me, pinches my ass, keeps walking, but turns around and motions for me to ( Read more... )

Need to get over themselves...

So I'm incredibly sick, It seems I have come down with strep throat... I should be at the bar, bartending right now, but... Unfortunately I can barely move let alone deal with a bunch of drunks... I'm just waiting on this rain to hit here, so I can just lay peacefully in my bed and not think about trying to swallow. Please send me love and cuddles ( Read more... )