How is it possible that someone you have not thought about in 4 years, and barely thought about even then, can hate you so much and unload so much venom for apparently no reason at all ( Read more... )

Oh my god. This one is specifically for you camp guys. Does the name Matt Holtzman ring a bell? I realise we never worked with him but his creepiness and lack of horse knowledge were legendary. Anyway, I had been exchanging emails with some people on blue jeep about how the horses got into the lake. Anyway he writes to me in an effort to ( Read more... )

So, I had decided to do away with this journal...but then I changed my mind. I'm going to give it another shot. Because everyone whose journal I want to read, is also on here ( Read more... )

Well this was a really odd camp. Most of the kids were ok, and generally well behaved. I only sent 2 home -new record. I had really hoped to avoid having to send one of them. He was so the stereotypical foster child. He arrived in a taxi on the Monday because no one could be assed to bring him to camp, had nothing with him, no pillow, sheets, ( Read more... )

Well two journal entries in two weeks - this is just crazy ( Read more... )

Wow - it seems like a really long time since I have been in here. I think it has been. I still read other people's journals quite often, but don't feel a need to do this. I guess I assume if anyone is really interested, they will ask ( Read more... )

Well its been a busy couple of weeks. Work has been extremely full on. Lots of changes and lots of looking to the future. We asked for 2 million dollars to do much needed repairs to camp. They have agreed to one million and it still has to go before a volunteer board. Argh. I hate that people who have no actual idea what is going on, get to make ( Read more... )

Wow - it's been a big month. Today had been crap day, as a result of a crap day yesterday. I have been having "issues" coming off my injections. So I went back to my serious doctor. I have a doctor that I see for little stuff and a doctor that I see for big stuff. The big stuff doctor is almost a two hour drive away, and is very hard to get in to ( Read more... )

Well I just got done with another holiday camp. This one went pretty well but I don't think I enjoyed it as much as the last one. I sent 5 children home. I should have sent another but for some reason I persevered with this devil child until it was too late. My staff think I've gone soft ( Read more... )

I wanted to write about this now while it was all fresh in mind. This hypnosis was a very bizarre experience. I don’t feel any closer to understanding my fear, and I’m definitely not over it today. The whole thing left me feeling a bit bewildered, and sad ( Read more... )