guess what...i'm updating...deal with it...there...i posted...now go away...or go to my xanga...www.xanga.com/gerbilsonstrike or my myspace which is www.myspace.com/_bust_a_move_

hey...long time no entry...erm...actually...I've been making plenty...just not here...I guess this is just a last resort in case any of my other online journals crash...well...go to my other one...www.xanga.com/gerbilsonstrike ...you'll like it...I swear...just click on it and go already...are you really still reading this...heehee...you really ( Read more... )

hey...long time no entry...erm...actually...I've been making plenty...just not here...I guess this is just a last resort in case any of my other online journals crash...well...go to my other one...xanga.com/gerbilsonstrike ...you'll like it...I swear...just click on it and go already...are you really still reading this...heehee...you really love me ( Read more... )

my life is a giant bubble waiting to be popped. I'm on the edge of frustration and I'm turning to the poison for an answer. "Jump! Jump!" they say..."Go ahead! Jump off the bridge!" So I do...and they still don't love me. I die and reincarnate myself but it's never good enough. I bleed and hide my wounds but they don't even see the problem. I cry ( Read more... )

if I said the name Elliot Smith, would you know who I'm talking about? I'm talking about a fucking genius. The God of amazing songwriting. He was my hero. He was my rock. His music was my backbone when I felt like shit. This man, this genius, this miracle worker...is GONE. no one ever told him how great he was. No one cared. He thought he was a ( Read more... )

"could you move over a titch ( Read more... )

ya...here it is...post comments on it...It stings. This feeling brings me deeper. This stuper I'm in is a reaction to my blame. No I'm not sorry, sorry you're not worth it, and I can't bend my soul for you. Don't you agree? Are you sure that your response is adequate to the atmosphere surrounding your epidermis? This is the multiple choice question ( Read more... )