i got kicked out of my house today.
yeaaa! it rules.

my best friend is not being an ass anymore.
that really does rule.
i missed him.

my heart is still broken.
i dont have my car.

and i have to work.
this sucks.

my life is over.

thanks alot.

if i get called a bitch, dumb, or anything of that matter ( Read more... )

i got my anti - snakebites done. its cool.

i still miss him.
i still hate this.
i still pray everynight.

i get to see ryan soon. im excited. i get my dog. and to see him.

tonight sucks.
nothing different.
blah blah.

your words hurt me more then anything.
i am ruined.

i miss him so very much.
i dont sleep anymore. havent slept in 3 days.
i havent ate in 5 days.

all i think about is him.
it sucks.

i miss him very very much.
i need to talk to him.
its very important.

soon i hope.

ryan <3

ryan and i got into a fight today.
i think he doesnt want to be with me anymore.
ugh.

i care about him to much.
i am up and cant sleep.

he tells me he will change all this stuff.
and everyday it seems to prove he doesnt care.

oh well.
maybe he will call me tomorrow and make everything better.

Ryan and I got into another fight today ( Read more... )

i just got out of the shower.

i smell like peaches :)

but i am cold.

someone warm my feet.

i am in san diego right at this moment in time.
by choice, but way to soon.
ryan cheated on me.

so i am down here to see if there is still anything left in us.
it sucks.
i never ever thought this would happen.

he made me feel special

he made me feel loved.

not anymore.