I have major cramps. This sucks.

LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!

Of having a panic attack. I don't know why.

Just got off the phone with my doctor's office, the same people that told me that the insurance would not cover my bariatric surgery last week. Well, the tides have changed. The insurance people stated they wanted detailed progress notes from the diabetes and nutrition class I took back in September. The doctor said they don't take progress notes ( Read more... )

That is my word for today. I woke up this morning and did not want to go to work. I think it's the job. I am grateful I have one, mind you, but here is the LAST place I wanted to come to. If I had not had a "talking to" from the boss and the big boss last week I would have called in sick. Sick of this place. Oh well. Done bitching for now.

I got denied for my surgery and got threatened to be sued by one of my credit cards unless I come up with $500 by the end of the month.
Next week will be better, right????????

In staff meeting today. A bunch of shit is going on at work, and I am finding it so frustrating to be here and deal with it. I am so glad that I did not storm out of the meeting like I wanted to, but I made a bunch of snarky comments under my breath to my supervisor. I apologized and she did not seem too mad, but I had better watch myself...

I am the aspiration unto the higher; I am the love of the unknown. I am the blind ache within the heart of man. I am the minister of the sacrament of pain. I swing the censer of worship, and sprinkle the waters of purification. I am the daughter of the house of the invisible. I am the Priestess of the silver star.

I need to bitch for a minute. How am I supposed to take care of my daily needs, such as eating and getting gas....without a supplement to the $40 I have for the next two weeks??????? I am beginning to think that prostitution is looking good right now.

.....I am getting so much done. REALLY