Holy Unemployment! Grr ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm rotting/drifting/fading away. :,-(

I fucking hate this.

I feel like a fucking celebrity after the last few nights. It's crazy!

I realize I can't help you anymore. You are so delusional it hurts me to think you could be so blindly selfish. I'm sure you feel as though you've never hurt a single soul. Everyone sees this except for you. But of course, you are not the one with the problem, everyone else is just messed up ( Read more... )

I'm like the diabetic who absolutely SHOULD NOT have sugar, but I go and get serving after serving of dessert knowing full well that I'm only hurting myself ( Read more... )

I quit Deja Vu. 2 weeks ago, everything was fine. Then the shit hit the fan and I was not only being accused of being lazy everyday, but I was also being threatened almost everyday as well. Management did nothing to stop this. They bitched that I was sitting down too much, when I've sold more drinks in the past week than my entire time of working ( Read more... )

So I decided to hang out with Mr. Jiu Jitsu one more time just to see if I can at least TRY to make him understand. Then we got into it, biiiiggg time. I was trying to leave when I started crying. I Never Cry! Which basically means.......I really like this guy underneath it all ( Read more... )

Heh, here's a little info on the past 2 dates I've had with mr jiu jitsu ( Read more... )

I have a date tonight with a guy named Adam. He is a jiu jitsu instructor.

And he is FINE AS HELLLLLL!!!!

I'm excited.

A part of me just wants to throw my hands in the air and say "FUCK IT!! I don't care anymore!" I care waaayyyyy to much about people and sometimes I interfere with my friends' lives. I don't mean to, I just care THAT FUCKING MUCH ( Read more... )