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new year, new journal.

I think i have figured out the great allergic reaction mystery! After a million hives and an ER trip, it must be this blanket on my bed. I don't get hives at Justin's house to my memory. sneaky sneaky fleece blanket. but who knows? I'm going to test this hypothesis later. All I know, is I'm sick of being itchy and hope this is it!

Cinderella’s on her bedroom floor she’s got a ( Read more... )

You can say i'm feeling nostalgic. watching aota videos on youtube all week, listening to old songs, and most importantly, replaying memories i buried. maybe it's because i am in such a different place now for better or worse. I miss college. i miss laughing over dinner and sunday brunches replaying what we remember from the night before. i miss ( Read more... )

This is a ramble. because i am tired and grouchy and everything is always worse under that lens. i cannot do graduate school. plain and simple CANNOT do it. i am sick of the constant anxiety attacks about getting everything done. i am sick of the 4 hours of sleep each night. i am sick of being busy and highly pressured from 8am until 2am monday to ( Read more... )

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference ( Read more... )

my life is falling apart.
i need to graduate
i need to be with people who won't backstab me
whoever that may be?
i mean what a joke. trusting people?
don't trust people
it leads to SHIT

if you are at all religious, i am asking for people to pray for me.

"Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul ( Read more... )

"Through the years, we all will be together, if the fates allow ( Read more... )