This time of the year makes me sad, but also very happy. The first snow fall of the year is always a sign for me, that my grandma is still here with me. I remember the day that we found out that my grandma had died, it was the first snowfall of the year!
I love the snow!

So this morning I realized something. I could be a writer. I wrote a REAL journal entry today. and after reading it i think it is pretty good. I think if i really tried i could be an author. hehe I just have to have the time and effort to sit and write. I would like to share with people what i wrote but the content of it is a little private. I am ( Read more... )

Grr I am so crappy right now. I am sick. I went to the doc. this morning and I have broncitus AGAIN! I feel like crap. I have a fever therefore i am like falling a sleep at work. I can barely talk. I wanna be a home in bed.

Oh what a joyful place. haha Well sometime it can be a good thing. Right about now I am not so sure if it is a good thing or a bad thing ( Read more... )

Hey I wanna see if this works so I can add pictures. Heres a hottie!!


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Yeah So our new dress code started today but if you look to MY right, you would never know. Same thing she has always worn. Its not right when i am in this suit and she is wearing normal clothes. GRRRRRRRRRRR I am getting sick again.. Boy do i love being sick. grr I just wanna be in bed sleeping.

I am in one of this nostalgic moods right now. I am in one of thos girly romantic moods. So I have spent my time, between waiting on members, search my favorite movie quotes. And today all of you are special and are gonna get to read them ( Read more... )

My Cindi dear needs to help me with my user pics so that I can get this naked mermaid away. haha I Miss my boy, and its only need like 14 hours. I am so weird! haha. My boy is so brave. I cant wait to see that movie "Ladder 49". I believe that all the firefighters and girlfriends/wives are going to see it when it comes out. HEHE ( Read more... )

hehe Tonight was good.. me and tony were just play fighting and wrestling and he was being sweet. I think he is starting to fall for me. like really fall. He was asking me how much i like him, and he kept telling me that he really really likes me, like a lot! i dunno i might be falling too.. i actually think he sliped and said love instead of ( Read more... )

I take back my post of looking for a new friend. I have the best friends a girl can have. Thank you everyone! Yeah so i have had a bad day. So i decide to try on my top for the wedding on saturday and since i have gained weight i can no longer ZIP it!! OMG i totally freaked out!. But shit happens what can I do now. I saw tony.. i dunno sometimes ( Read more... )