I wouldn't think that any of you really know what I am going through. How hard it is to not cry and be alright. People tell me I am beauitful and sweet but thats not how I feel. I feel like I am the biggest messed up person in the world. And the people around me dont help me at all. I sit by myself in my room everyday just trying to keep from ( Read more... )

I am just so blah lately. The past two days I have done nothing but lay around the house. I am not sure what it is ( Read more... )

Grr plus, I have been his DD all the time. and he told me it was my turn to drink and him drive me around. Yeah but I bet on new years eve he screws me over. Which isnt fair. I dont even know what we are doing for new years eve. I wish i did cause if I am not doing anything with him I would like to make other plans!

Why does life have to be so hard for me. Just when i think things are going good for myself things take a turn. I dont understand why I am the way I am. I think I am this horrible girl that no one wants to date. I feel that because of that I have to try like 10 times harder than most people to make a relationship. I do everything Tony could ever ( Read more... )

Thanks for reminding me that I need to update my live journal. Yeah so If any of you get sick of hearing about me and Tony, you can thank somaseal for suggesting I give a little insight into the "Tony and Kristie World ( Read more... )

haha Long time no talk. haha Yeah so things are awesome with tony. I believe this is the first real and healthy relationship that I have had ever. He makes me feel so good. The best part is I dont even get pissed when he goes to the bar. I used to freak out with ever other guy. We have such a great time together. We laugh like no other. Yeah we ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Well all of my peers at work have been posting so I felt as if I have to post as well. lol Me and cindi were talking about members hand writing that we like and I have realized that I can not longer write in curvsive. So for the time being I am praticing. LOL Once I left elementary school it all went out the window. haha Yeah so I ( Read more... )

OMG.. if you are that sick.. why dont you CALL IN! I cant stand it. If i get sick i am going to be PISSED. First off COVER your mouth.. lol

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Well Well Hello there. haha ( Read more... )