I don't usually update this thing but I wanted to just now because I finally realized that life isn't as crappy as it seems. I mean like right now well for the last five minutes things have seemed pretty amazing. I just realized that I have the best friends anyone could ask for and that they are complete sweethearts and I love them to death. I don' ( Read more... )

Bonjour!
I know I rarely ever post in my own personal Live Journal, but for some reason today I am. haa,
so anyways has anyone read the book Extremely Close & Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer?
Well I am and it's completely kickass just so y'all know heh. Ums yeah so my weekend has been pretty good, I was quite content with how it ended and ( Read more... )

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I'm looking at a picture of you, of the boy i once knew. I'm glancing over your face as i remember the way my stomach used to feel. And it's all coming back to me now, the flutterflies, the nervous habits. The fights, the way you would held me. Then i took a few more moments and stopped overlooking the overall display of your face, i started to ( Read more... )

I made an apology to a girl i don't even like, well i didn't think i liked her. Just i don't like these crazy conflicts, i don't like drama. I liked her boyfriend, she hated me. She prolly still hates me. I've made a fool of myself infront of him for a year. It's terrible actually, she thought i stalked him. Every one of their friends thought i was ( Read more... )

When you said the word friendship, were you trying to joke with me or something? When you wanted me to meet her and go to the mall with the two of you, were you trying to give me a heart attack? I don't know what to say to you besides, i've lost everything. Everything that i once believed, i have lost. Those honey-dipped eyes that lay on your face ( Read more... )

Another day, another teardrop that has stained my cheek. Another morning that is wasted, unless the caffeine can cure the insomnia. Another pretty face, another blonde, another green-eyed girl headed for disasters. She walks through the halls with one hand on a coffee mug and another wrapped around some notebooks. Her only cures are writing and ( Read more... )

i feel like complete shit. i havent been in a good mood since lunchtime. actually very crappy. it sucks. not only am i coughing like crazy and going crazy i just don't feel up to that much. i started writing steph a letter, i'm just not into that much right now. i can't believe my mom did that to my cat, thats so grimey. it really is and i can't ( Read more... )

His name was Rob, he was in his 20's. He had a cute look: brown eyes, brown hair. He always looked good, he always took my breath away. He had a nice body with nice clothes on, he even had a car. He rocked a smirk that a little five-year old would leave on their face, always causing trouble. Running with scissors honey, it's bad for you. Leading ( Read more... )

bethanys music and keiths sarcasm made me decide not to go crazy in this entry. i guess the 3 aries minus a very special one [ r.i.p.] save me from wanting to die. i love and hate people right now. like i can't believe i'm in danger of failing for english. what the fuck? english has been and always will be my best and not to mention fave class. i ( Read more... )