I don't want to unpack! I DON'T WANNA!! And work tomorrow??? puh-lease. I can't imagine ever going to work AGAIN!!! I am soooooo obsessed with my new yard. I want to plant flowers, veggies, and berries. But I am just starting to understand the sunlight and shade of my yard. I want to mow and plant grass!!! I can't think about anything else ( Read more... )

I just want to go home.  I am hungry and sick of doing paperwork.  SOMEBODY needs to remind me how good I am going to feel if and when all this work is done.  Like what if I actually went home tomorrow night and didn't have to completely cram away on reports.  If I just focus and applied myself RIGHT NOW ... could I borrow someone's Ritalin?? I'd ( Read more... )

Does anyone else ever feel like they are "playing" adult?  I feel like I am still a kid playing "grown up" except I don't trip over my shoes as much.  I don't really mind this pretend feeling.  I just wish there were longer stretches of kid moments.. you know.  Ugh, the burdens of being a respsonsible adult are yelling at me to get back to work.  ( Read more... )

I keep fluctuating between *I am so going to be able to get all this done* and *Holy Crap! How am I going to get this all done???*

And there is no inbetween.

In less than one week I will:
~ be living in a new city
~ living with a BOY!
~ starting a brand new job in the area of OT that I feel the least confident
~ living out of a suitcase
~ and trying my ( Read more... )

I had the Spring Moment today while on my walk.  The Spring Moment is the one moment every spring where you suddenly notice EVERYTHING is green!!!  You can watch for spring to slowly progress, but no matter how slowly the colors develop there is always THE MOMENT like when the Wizard of Oz suddlenly goes color.  A pleasant surprise.

You know that conversation that starts with the question "if you could have any super power what would it be?"  I just came up with the best one and it's even practical!!!  I may not save lives with it, but I do believe that I will save many relationships.  I could lease myself out and make tons of money.  My new coveted super power would be to be ( Read more... )

So it's hitting me.  Gradually, but it's hitting me.  I knew it would happen, because I've been through this before.  It can be brief or sometimes drawn out.  It's not always sad.  And even when it's sad, it's not ALL sad.  Every one is happy to leave SOME thing behind.  So twice this week it occured to me that I am LEAVING St. Paul, not just GOING ( Read more... )

Things I did tonight: 
texted John
talked to John
watched two t.v. shows
read live journal (a few times)
posted to live journal
knit 5 rows of a project
jogged and walked
worked on my sister's resume for HOURS!! (I became obsessed)
made dinner
ate dinner
emailed my cousin
thought about things I should do

Do any of you see "wrote report" or "called ____'s mom to ( Read more... )

OH and everybody in the world should know that today DAMPHA TURNS 40!!!

WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

She said, "you'll have that for me on my desk tomorrow morning, right?"  I checked to see if she had some initials added to her name that suddenly made her my boss.

Then she patted me on the head.  Who pats people on the head?  Am I a toddler??

WTF!!