I have an old "friend" that won't leave my luvah alone. She ain't got shit on me, it's just the stupidity of people that I can't handle. Don't call my luvah and ask him what he's wearing or to come over and give your fat ass a massage. ewwwe! Her name is Shannen Kelly. Well now it's Shammu Belly! She can die!

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I just wanted to tell everyone that my friend Jennifer is the bestest friend in the whole world. She makes me sooo happy :) She's wild and crazy, just like me! I've known her since we were 7 so that's like 20 yrs. eeek, oldness ( Read more... )

I cracked an egg...and it was a twin. I threw it away. I just didn't think it was right to eat it. Actually, I grossed myself out. I think tooo much! eeawwww ( Read more... )

o.k. so now I'm not as angry as I was in the last journal entry. I was told by someone the other day, that if you keep running into a brick wall, find another way. Well, well, well, it took me only 20 yrs. to figure that out. I am on my way down another path and this time I will not let a brick wall keep hold me back. Fuck it, I'll blow the ( Read more... )

There is a few people out there that I want to clarify things with. I don't want to mention any names because what good would that do? Well anyway, To Whom it May Concern: You go around acting like you are better than anyone else. Well, I AM better than you. I will always be better than you, and you can fucking eat me! What, do people just ( Read more... )

Okie, dokie...things are getting better. I am off of all my med's and I feel great. I guess I only needed them to be married to Hitler. It feels nice to lose 200 and some odd pounds of hell off of my back. I don't miss him at all. It was hard at first, but the more time passed by I realized how much better I am without him. I don't hate ( Read more... )

Well, I talked to Shawn/Hitler today about getting the rest of my stuff, and he let me know that I should be getting my papers this week. Fucking finally. The sooner the better. I just want to get this shit over with. Just the thought of me still legally tied to him makes me want to barf. My little man is doing better. We're going to pick out ( Read more... )

O.k. me and Shawn are getting a divorce. There I said it. I am actually doing pretty good. It's just sucks to start from scratch again, but I have to do it. I'm actually pretty numb now to the fact of another divorce. I am such a statistic! I'm not gonna lie, I have my days, some harder then the other. I'm not talking shit either and I don't ( Read more... )

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O.K. I'm back, into reality. Shawn and I are working on our marriage. I am very happy about that. I guess the 2 weeks apart made us realize how much we mean to eachother. Blake is happy to see Diesel. I've been smiling non stop for 3 days now. I'm happy. Thanks to all you great friends for your support. Love ya!

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Princess Misty