I can't be mad at the past...but I can't ignore it. I believe and trusted you in everything that you said. Slowly but surely, I continue to find out that I really don't know you like I thought I did ( Read more... )

I am 38 weeks pregnant, with a huge baby boy. I have to get a c-section on March 25th because of his size. Apparently he weighs about 7-8 lbs right now and another week he can put on another 1-2 lbs, so it isn't safe for me to deliver him "vaginally"....(that's such a dirty word). Anyway, needless to say, I am worried, nervous and extremely ( Read more... )

Yes...I am pregnant! I'm about 5 1/2 wks. I have a doc's appt. next wk. I'm excited but nervous as well. Blake is almost 6. I haven't told him yet. I hope he'll be happy. I haven't said shit to my 'rents, cuz I know it'll be nothing but negative wah, wah, wah shit and I don't need that right now. My boyfriend is extremely happy, and so are ( Read more... )

So I have some new photos. Things are going really well. Elyse and I are going to be in an upcoming issue of Kink Magazine. I'm really excited.

Other news my ex got 1 yr. probation for all the stalking charges against him. Hopefully he will follow through...if not it'll be jail time.

So anyway, here are a few new pic's:


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So...it's been a long long time since I've been on here. I just got another myspace account..finally. I got rid of all my drama. I work full time and I love it. I haven't been this happy since I don't know when. I lost 18 lbs, and I've started modeling again. It feels soo nice to be cute again. Smooches everyone!!

Bored...yes! Irritated...yes! Going out tonight...fuck yeah! It looks like Elysie pooh and I are going to venture to Mephisto's tonight. Getting ready for the Dollhouse Massacre. Blakey's hamster Pretzel died last week, my poor kid, he was soo upset. I'm gonna get him another this weekend. Got a phone call from my ex husband. He wants to ( Read more... )

I realized a lot today! When you stand up for yourself, and you don't let people's words get you down, you can accomplish sooo much. I'm really feeling better about me. I have great friends, and a great family, and I am loved. It feels pretty good ( Read more... )

I had a fan-fucking-tastic day today!!! Yay me!

My LiveJournal Sitcombellarenna's House (SHOWTIME, 3:00): bellarenna (Kirsten Dunst) buys crucifix (James Belushi)'s old radio. On the other side of town, darkkarmaqueen (Frank Sinatra) gets lost on the way to etiemme (Danny Trejo)'s house and spends the night in a music store. Afterwards, jaysnlesbians (Jaime Pressly) hires deadmandance (Anthony ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat HaulBellarenna goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as zombie go go girl.arioch gives you 10 light yellow cherry-flavoured wafers.crucifix gives you 16 green chocolate-flavoured gumdrops.kiss_the_midget gives you 15 green strawberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.lilitheraine tricks you! You get a piece of paper. ( Read more... )