as i suffer, i dare not speak, words are vomit in illusive sound waves. they make you feel like shit, they put you on your knees, then make you ugly. noone to hold you hair back when your speaking, making sure you dont get it on anyone. its an uncontrollable movement, a lack of control rather. speaking itself isnt too harmful, its the words that do ( Read more... )

blahhhhhh everything is STILL good....workign too much to have a life but hey its better then nothing

the definition for PERFECTION...

would be the explanation of today!!

tear me out of control..i want to feel it break me in half. i want to watch it rip me apart. i want to hear my heartbeat stop. i wont deny it, i wont hide it, and i definetly wont fight it. ive been waiting for it, hoping for it...fuckign counting on it ( Read more... )

i talked to someone very far away on the telllllophone last ngiht...Very comforting..makes me want to move there more then i already do ( Read more... )

well it will be about another 2 weeks till i get paid ...so 2 more fuckign weeks till i can get my car registered and be driving. i fuckign hate this. as soon as i can..im leaving michigan. im done with it. compltly. headed to california. and nothing will fuckign stop me!

STOP FUCKING WITH ME!!!!! stop changing your mind, stop turning around, stop lying, stop pretending i dont notice, stop thinking its ok, stop trying to fuckign get away with it!!!

well im working my ass off.... 7am to about 4pm. then coming home and sleeping....what a great life ( Read more... )

i make alot of fuckign mistake...but atleast im man enough to admit it! and take responsibility for it!

unliek most people,, i actually do learn from my mistakes. and i dont make them again.
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people like you just fuel my fire! -prodigy

jsut stab me....twice