So Shawn's mother came over for a visit and my son wanted to go with Grandma Sheryl so I guess he's gonna stay the night over there. I'm a little nervous because it's the first time he's gonna be alone with her. I guess I'll know how things go, if I get a phone call in the middle of the night. Being a mom is soo hard. As much as my kid drives ( Read more... )

I'm slightly bored right now. I'm slighty irritated at a few people, but hey, what's new. Oh, Carrie if you read this, we need to hang out soon!! I mean it! Things are really stressfull for Papa Bear, he's soo worried about the reception on Sat. he can't think of anything else. Needless to say I barely even think about the party. Why is that ( Read more... )

My stress level is so high that I want to rip my fucking hair out. Not too many good things happenin lately. The only thing I have to look forward to is the Reception, but I'm more nervous than excited. I just want everything to go good. The diversity of party is enormous, and I don't want to hear any judgemental ta..ta...yuppies runnin their ( Read more... )

I don't know why I let people get under my skin. I try to put on a tough exterior, but inside I feel like a scared little girl, hiding from everything, and everyone. All my life people hated me, and I never knew why. All I wanted was a reason, so I could move on. My mother always told me that it's just that people are jealous. But I could ( Read more... )

O.K. I'm tired, actually I'm exhausted. Lack of sleep makes me crazy! I want someone to shoot me with a tranq-gun, so I can sleep all day! Arrrgh!

I feel much better today. No more sour pusses! I'm sick of whiney bitches that like to try to make other people look bad to cover up their mistakes. I don't give a fuck. I am an adult, I do whatever and say whatever I please, and if you don't like it, don't read it, delete me or whatever you have to do. I've talked to a few friends and had a ( Read more... )

O.k. I don't get why when anything happens, all the fucking blame is me. Shawn is my husband which is also really good friends with Sidney and told him about what was written. I had nothing to do with it, and I don't want any part of it. Shawn is your friend on Live Journal so he read what you had posted, Sidney is, his friend, of course he's ( Read more... )

Today hurts, my head fucking hurts! Rough night. Violent night! I hate people more and more every day! Darryl and Kelly, 2 low life drunk ass motherfuckers who can fuckin suck it!!! They sure know how to ruin a night! So thank you, you fucking ignorant, selfish, dumbass, cockmouth, dirty sack lickin...waste of fucking space!!!! ( Read more... )

O.k. so I've had an alright week I guess. I'm a little bored because I am not working at the moment. Thank God it's been a scorcher this week, it made me get my lazy ass outside and swim and lay out in the sun. I need a little bit of a tan if I'm gonna pull the whole wearing "white" thing off at my reception. Which is gonna be the craziest ( Read more... )

O.K. this guy that used to treat me like dog shit for years just found me on my space and apologized for how horrible he treated me. I can't believe he said he was sorry. I accepted, there's no reason to keep a grudge. So that's pretty wierd. I feel better today. I got some valiums to calm my ass down, and I'm pretty happy right now. I ( Read more... )