there are a couple of things bothering me today ( Read more... )

i'm feeling conflicted lately. i've been thinking about livejournal/opendiary -- the whole concept of it. i remember years ago when every little thing was important enough to write about, and i feel weary when i think of the heidi of two years ago. when did i get so old and tired? it seems to take so much effort these days, and i don't want it to ( Read more... )

i've decided to start using my other userpics more, because i see my sylvia plath and i sometimes mistakenly think it's me. although i might sometimes wish i really was sylvia plath [to some extent], it's simply not true ( Read more... )