Passionate, yes no more no less no time for cleaning up messes and standing in the rain or should i say running in the rings we do. The circles of substance and substance abuse. The statement was never truer the calling was never louder, the sum of it is as I am. I am lonely. All this wanting all this longing for who and and i don't know how ( Read more... )

somewhere between 5 nd 25 I got bigger but smaller taller but bent with the weight of pride of my fore fathers and the will of my parents ( Read more... )

to be of this and not to be of that and all this nonsensical stuff a stationary position for a moment and then flight, there is movement then sore limbs and aching joints, twisted stomachs.. fraying rope on a an easy chair and the mans shadow cast over your fantasies and dreams and the one thing you didn't notice got in, it fucking got in ( Read more... )

1 then 2 then 3 then 4...

4 People waiting patiently in a room.
Oblivious to one another..
Unsure of why they are here.

A door opens slowly, who could it be?

Just a fifth person unfortunately.

Now there are five, how curious.
what say you of curiosity...........?

Fragile insight, tacky cheap yet still acceptable, oh my oh great i don't need to be reminded of this ( Read more... )

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To me ( Read more... )

Just came home from class and felt that crispness in the air and I was wearing a jacket and its a full moon out and I thoughts lovely lovely, Winter is on the way (and i feel the pores in my skin tightening tee hee)..got 100% on prac to, so pretty happy with it all right now.

I feel I should write about this as it has been one of the more tormenting times of my life thus far. Its not such a surprise that i tried to hard again. Got scared of the butterfly getting away and crushed its little wings.. so do I attempt to glue them back on, hold another butterfly and hope it was just a problem with the first one, chop off my ( Read more... )

so...........