save me.

i'm numbing. i don't mind the feeling, i would rather feel numb than feel something at all.

this day has been hell. i feel more alone than i have ever felt. i just wish it was all over.

i'm looking for the end.
thanks for rescueing me.

http://www.worldisround.com/articles/109139/photo1.html It's all of us. I love you guys.

Dude -- greatest break of all time. Bonus, my twins are in Allendale, how exciting.

Hm...shall we compile of events? Hung out with the Monty crew quite a bit, lover them. I was surrounded by the loves of my life Pistachio Rose and Niki almost everyday. Had an enjoyable playdate with my FuckBuddy. New Years Eve was awesome. Nevermind the list, I don' ( Read more... )

The sky had blackened with carrion birds
Pinstriped suits and cigarettes tapped danced
Through the tepid burlesque
Their mouths were parched with excess thirst
Bridge and chorus candy curse
Still they snag through the strepthroat verse

Pet sounds filling pet peeve voids
Black and white TV with the sound turned down
Like breathing blood through lungs of ( Read more... )

A very merry Christmas to you. I don’t understand why we even celebrate the holiday today, Jesus was born in the spring…“bloody hell.” And why is Santa Clause the image paired with the holiday? Saint Nicholas was a drunk who climbed on the roofs of prostitute’s homes and shoved gifts down the chimney, and probably picked up an STD or two along the ( Read more... )

You’re the center of my unholy shrine.

Start off with some lyrics…

“You know my story. I've been telling it to anyone I could find. If I would lose you, I'd lose my mind, over and over again until next time. Lights out to expectations. Goodbye to bad intentions. There's nothing wrong with letting go. I know all about you. Give me a pen and I'll ( Read more... )

Well familiar faces and worn out places…we meet again ( Read more... )

I feel numb ( Read more... )

Ugh. I know I sound spoiled, but I really don't want to be here anymore. I have sun poisoning. The first thing I put in my mouth in a week gets me sick and I am missing my friends. I want to come home or I wish my friends were here with me. I hate having too much time to think.

Hey there ( Read more... )