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[belleisunique]

ahhhhhhh..... life keeps going but mine isn't moving forward in a progressive way. i go to school and i have a job. i just. dont feel like im moving forward.  i want to be happy again. so bad. im trying really hard but i just can't get there. i hope soon.

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[fpoo]

yes i have been feeling this way as well.

except i haven't even been going to school. I have been working too much. which would be okay if i were saving any money but somehow i'm spending it all. um and so yes i have decided i am going to start saving and then. in some number of months when i go totally crazy i am just going to take the fuck off wooo.

hay also you are cool i wish we were friends all of the time irl

[belleisunique]

we are friends all the time. we are just far away from each other. (not that far) also i am ALWAYS busy which is good, but i can't see people or anything social like that. ha ha. don't worry, if you're in, we're friends that just don't hang out very much. but i think about you every time i read enders game series. WHICH is all the time spencer. so just know, i am thinking about you SO much. :)

[fpoo]

heh i think about you every time i think about moving to portland. and also other random times.

[paintedthetrees]

you are progressing..you are moving forward.
it's just right now everything is in slow motion
especially in winter time.
don't worry too much because the happy will come back
and it will be magic and beautiful.
i really do want you to come visit; i think you would love it here.

[belleisunique]

ahhhh... i know. :) you are full of pearly whites of wisdom. sunshine beauty friend i loooooove you