Tempted to weigh in for a 3rd time today lol. Not gonna. Well maybe. Ugh, I'll try to last until tomorrow ( Read more... )

I can't eat normally. I just end up binging. I hate myself. I started fasting at 11pm last night. I woke up at 5:13am, with TMI WARNING: the runs. At 6:30 I weighed in at 247.4lbs, that's a 2.8lb gain. I'm gonna go weigh in right now. Hopefully some of the damage is reversed. 245.7lbs. Now it's a 1.7lb gain. *sigh ( Read more... )

244.6lbs. 0.9lbs. Grr, why can't it be a whole pound. Well I'm happy it's a loss. (: Probably would be a whole pound if I took off my leggings and socks lol. 15.4lbs down now. Cool ( Read more... )

Tried to go to sleep but I couldn't, I couldn't stop thinking that I'd gain weight because of the 551 calories I ate. So I went on a walk. I used this app called MapMyWalk. I walked 1.29 miles and based off my height and weight the app says I burned off 355 calories ( Read more... )

551 calories of my allowed 800. I feel like it's too much, but oh well. At least I'm full for once, haha. Doesn't feel like a good thing >_I hope I lost weight. I want to see 244 tomorrow, or less if possible. Getting so nervous for school. I'm sure I sound like a broken record, but it's true ( Read more... )

Never put my stats.

Height: 5'9.5"
HW: 260lbs
CW: 245.5lbs
LW: 160lbs (At this height)
GW1: 225lbs
GW2: 200lbs
GW3: 175lbs
UGW: <120lbs

245.5 lbs. A little better. So far I've had a Clementine (40) and am about to take my vitamin (15), (55) total so far. Max as always is 800.

I feel good. I feel strong. I can choose what I eat and don't eat. No one can force me to do any different. I can choose how quickly I lose weight. I'm in control again. I am in control.

xx Belle

I had a good day today. I got my blood drawn, registered for school, and stuck to my calorie goal. Goal was to stay under 800 and I had 395. YAY ( Read more... )

248.8 lbs. Yay? Ew. Doesn't even matter if I lose, I'm still disgusting.

Can't believe I managed to wake up at 6:45am. I need to get my blood drawn and they open at 8am, so I'm going at 7:50. Gonna go wake my mom up and get a drink.

xx Belle

I hate school but I can't wait for it to start. Why? Because I lose a shit load of weight when school's in session usually. I get so motivated. AND I really want to lose weight now since I'm moving soon, will be meeting my long distance boyfriend for the first time soon, and also because I'm sadly not far off from my highest weight. I've been ( Read more... )