peace.
it does not mean to be in a place
where there is no noise, trouble 
or hard work. it means to be in
the midst of those things and still
be calm in your heart.

(unknown)

It's a lonely world I'm livin in. 

 I am relieved that SF overturned the ban on gay marriage. Now comes the biggots taking their turn spreading their hatemongering... oh well. I guess that's how it goes.
 Blah. I am exhausted. Migraine last night made it almost impossible to sleep. Urgh. Panic attack tonight. Shaking sweating... what is up with me?

 I gripe so much about my hubby that I thought I would finally give him the credit he deserves.  He is.... amazing. He loves me so much and I'm a dummy if I ever question that. He stands up for me even when I beg him not to. He listens to me rant and rave for over an hour about politics and the state of the world and how I want to change it all, ( Read more... )

Roman started watching Zeitgeist the movie. I think he's finally prepared for it. He's been coping with his loss of faith in God. It's been hard for him. Different then the way it was for me. He use to be a part time preacher guy. He'd deliver the sermons on special occasions or when the preacher was out. That always amazed me, mainly cause he ( Read more... )

I believe it.  Just think of Tuskegee. Why isn't THAT a lesson in our children's history books??? Maybe because if the children know how cruel our government actually is then they might grow to revolt against it. Now we wouldn't want that would we? A bunch of Americans finding the truth and fighting their government for all the lies and injustices ( Read more... )

 No matter how you feel about torture this will change everything you thought you knew.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jCC-CyI_0I

 Talking isn't so bad. If I could just do it more often I probably wouldn't feel like shit. I'm a pleaser. I don't want to be Debbie Downer... a role I'm all too familiar with. He can be selfish and he knows it... now. He says he loves me and I believe him... does that make me gullable? He says I'm it for him and I believe that too. I love him but ( Read more... )

roosting chicken context
04.30.08 at 1:21 pm in in the news

“I heard Ambassador Peck on an interview yesterday did anybody else see or hear him? He was on FOX News, this is a white man, and he was upsetting the FOX News commentators to no end, he pointed out, a white man, an ambassador, he pointed out that what Malcolm X said when he was ( Read more... )

 Who gives a flying poo if Miley Cyrus is appearing almost nude in some magazine? Does it really matter? Why should it? She is a young woman who has been surviving puberty in the spotlight and now people are shocked that she's doing "womanly" things in front of the whole world. People are stupid. The older I get the more and more I realize that ( Read more... )