so basically all my friends have left. except jaymee and i'm trying hard to see her. but who knows? i'm bored out of my mind. it wouldn't be so bad but ethan now works 40 hours and we have conflicting work schedules. so therefore, i sit around the house and wait to go to work and then i do and he sits around the house while i work. but at least he ( Read more... )

i saw him today. his ugly, cracked out face. he's an ass hole. i can't believe him. he didn't say anything. not a word. not even a nod. just stood there while i nervously talked to his best friend. fuck that noise. i didn't even want to talk to kyle. not that i wanted to talk to him. but a hello would have been ok, right ( Read more... )

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW IN BOULDER ON SATURDAY!!!!!

gosh i'm so happy right now ( Read more... )

i just love car accidents. espacially on the way to prom. not.

hey, at least we got a sweet picture :-)

Life is so amazing. I can't believe what I've been blessed with. An amazing boyfriend... Incredible friends-- claire, kat, matt, jaymee, neil-- you guys make ym life worth living everyday. I can't believe how happy I am. I graduate in a month, I leave for Coast Guard in 5 to begin my new life, my sisters come home in July and I can't WAIT! Ethan is ( Read more... )

my current situation:

i am in love with a boy.
i am leaving for 4 years in september. problem? yes.
i miss my sisters and hope the best for them.
kiri got married and it's making me wnat to do the same.
i am 18 years old.

problems? yes. i am so eager to get on with life. but i'm afraid to miss out on the important things.

i wish i knew how to make decisions. i know that i'm going in the coast guard. that decision is one that i made a week or two ago ( Read more... )

Let me just say that i have the best boyfriend in the entire world. i have been sooooooo ridiculously blessed to have him. i cannot imagine my life without him. and he obviously feels the same way. he's going to wait. he will wait as long as it takes. it's so wierd for me to think that this could be the guy that i am going to marry. i could be ( Read more... )

boy brings girl to lake.

boy and girl walk on lake.

boy and girl kiss and dance on lake.

boy tells girl her loves her.

girl tells boy she loves him.

boy and girl get giddy.

boy and girl are happy.