why does she do this to me?

i feel wondeful because i see
the love light in your eyes
and the wonder of it all
is that you just don't realize how much i love you

you wanna know what hurts the most?

all the lies you fed to me, and i, trusting you, swallowed them whole and never thought twice.

i hope this finds you well, and i hope you learn as i did - trust no one but family.

let's not beat around the metaphorical bush. i've done one piss-poor job at updating this over the years, but the time has come to make important changes. and yes, livejournal is an important part of my remaining teenage youth. now, enough bullshit.

a few things i have changed in this lengthy amount of time.

• i'm not gay - not like i ever was, but ( Read more... )

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty ( Read more... )

brodie told me something i will remember forever.

cute. smart. sane. - pick two for your girl.

i haven't had anything important to update on. i guess all there is to say is that there are only 3 days left, and one yearbook page left :(. i beat the emogame 2 and am working on emogame 1.5. rick beat 2.5 (anti-bush movement). this saturday i'll be at knights of columbus, and then at vinnie's for a sleepover.

ps, you're still pretty attractive

damn you stupid horse. you had it. you were within seconds, and you blew it at the end. this triple crown deal was nothing but a tease ( Read more... )

tonight my family went up to baltimore for my brother's lacrosse tournament. lax splash for those who care to know. i opted not to go, plus i have sats tomorrow morning :(, so i chose to come stay with my aunt. got some dinner from dominos, went to wal mart and bought her a dvd player and bought some dickies for myself for work. came back here and ( Read more... )

i am so bored. i hope i get into world of warcraft beta or everquest 2 beta... i'll die of boredom if i don't.