i cried on the floor of the bathroom ( Read more... )

how can someone lie to you day after day and tell you that they love love you and then just leave you. before i was dating tyger i was so depressed and i would cut myself and i was neverr happy. but then he came and i became more nutral. i mean i kno that every story i told with him in it ended with i hate you but it wast true. and all i want to do ( Read more... )

i am going crazy ( Read more... )

I felt you the other day ( Read more... )

so i hae had a pretty good break. i got to go and stay at valeries for four days so that was cool. i got to go to a concert. i got to hang out with jeff. i got to check my answering machiene every night. i got to worry about shit i wouoldnt normally care about. i got to feel like shit while surrounded by people i love. so yes you could say that it ( Read more... )

last night shane, areal and jeff came over. it was really fun. there were quite a few jokes that i will never forget.. like " oh my god chip!" or "50 you kno how i do" .. lol.. i had fun hanging out with jeff. i always have fun hanging out with jeff he is such an awsome person. so we took jeff home at 10.. that was a bumer i wish he could have ( Read more... )

so yesterday my boyfriend was dick to me. i am not sure why i take it from him ( Read more... )

i wish my stupid little sister would go away cause she is reading everything that i type ( Read more... )

tyger is back ( Read more... )

tyger has been gone for over a week and he has not called or talked to me once ( Read more... )