so currently i am in san francisco california. staying with my uncle dan and his partner susan. susan's daughter diana has been visiting as well. absolutely fantastic. cale and i have spent one day getting lost and searching out the thousands of things to do and see (so many! including: fisherman's warf, piere 39, the cable cars.... and on and on ( Read more... )

i really hate myself for not stopping my mother from hurting my brother like she hurt me. i hoped she would be merciful after everything he has been through. i was completely wrong. he talked to me about it a couple of days ago now... god ... why is she such an evil person? why is she uncapable of loving her children more than herself ( Read more... )

i could not sleep all night because my arm is hurting very bad, and i have no idea why? keine Idee ( Read more... )

last day of school before break. yeaah. last night mrs. drummond bought me cheese dip to make - that's so awesome.

i had that dream again last night. the same one i have ever so often. in it i am giving a speech, it usually varies on what i'm speaking about - one of the many subjects i feel strongly about. woman's choice - gay rights - the institutionalization of religion... but the result of the speech is always the same. i have inspired people. i have ( Read more... )

Injeckillo, cale's band plays tonight at the eagle. i'm pretty sure the show starts at 7 possibly 8pm so go see them if you're bored.

i just took a german test i'm almost certain i failed. and i also turned in that burdening english paper.
yeah. no to go .... home. in my new car.... to an empty house.

btw i like netty's dog alot. he is very very cute. (however so is bella, very adorable)

well i stayed up last night until about 2 or 2:30am, i'm not sure. i was pretty darn delirious. woke up at 7:30am and was at it again. finished about 1:20pm, just enough time to bust balls home then to work... so i could stay until close. so i sure like getting paid more. that's nice. but tommorow i have a german test icky ick. MUST LEARN THE ( Read more... )

btw boys and girls lindsey bought a new car! horray it's a pontiac grand am (yes another pontiac) it's forest green - 1995 and has a brand new engine, head gaskett -and all. it's beatimus on the inside. i bought it from our mechanic... so good deal.

i'm diggin my grave ( Read more... )