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Danni, I assume you were talking about me in the Random Thoughts thread. If not, oh well I am bad with replying to PM's so right now is as good time as any I guess. I did however move on the 6th of July and had finals that same week and went on vacation the week after that, so I guess I just forgot about your PM. Anyway, Danni I don't know what I ( Read more... )

I just want to cry. My life really fucking sucks. Anytime I feel like things start to go right, I get a huge crash and burn. I'm having so much fucking drama with the apartment that I LOVE. All I want to do is get something in writing that states that I have that apartment and put money down, then I'll be able to wait out the dispute between the ( Read more... )

Last night my pole troupe and I went to Flashdancers. Now, it was my first time at a strip club, so I was definitely very excited. We primarily went so that we could check out the poles. Unfortunately because the actual club is below street level, the poles aren't that high. That meant that there really isn't that much opportunity to do a lot of ( Read more... )

Ugh... N is such a condescending twat, and that bitch sure as hell is not as smart as she thinks she is. Now, for context, we have often had racial discussions which usually end in me being really frustrated with her and her trying to make me look stupid. So we were discussing SYTYCD, and I commented on the fact that there's only one WOC in the ( Read more... )

So, after losing 30 lbs., I've hit another plateau. It's perfectly normal, but at the same time it's frustrating because I feel like I'm going to lose a bit more and then I'm right back to the 30-lb. mark. I figure, I need to have my goal for the next 10 lbs since I had a really nice incentive in having dinner with Trainer once I lost 30 lbs ( Read more... )

So I had a rather interesting end to the week. Friday, after work I hung out with Trainer, Emy, Inese, and the other trainers from the gym. By the time I got there, Trainer was already pretty drunk. I was semi-drunk and tired because I had three glasses of wine, but for the most part everything was all good. Trainer is fucking crazy when he's drunk ( Read more... )

My high school reunion is next weekend, and I am filled with so much anxiety. I just think of the really bad memories of it, and I'm so scared of setting foot back in the building after five years and having people bring all of that back up. I can't help but think about those four years, which were possibly the lowest years of my life. It was hard ( Read more... )

Can someone tell me what on earth would make me suddenly gain 6 lbs. over the span of three days despite the eating habits not changing and eating a sufficient amount of calories per day? This shit is pissing me off. It doesn't help that my belly feels like there's a big ass balloon in it ( Read more... )

Just when I thought that I should just cut my losses with him, something keeps drawing me back. So we had a session last night, and of course it was fun. He apologized for his attitude at the show, which I really didn't expect because while I brought it up to Inese and Emy, I highly doubt they'd tell him. I don't know how he is with his other ( Read more... )