Got back from the land where there are more vending machines than dustbins and feeling more empty and alone than before but who would understand this? Not that it matters since it has always been this way, anyway. I need to get occupied!

cant believe 3 months just flew by and tomorrow i've got to book in for work =/
really feels as though i am going to re-enlist.
ennui but yet a little excited how ironic =S

ok so its a new year but somehow the notion that its a new year have not really settled in yet. i guess its because nothing much have changed besides that i have to constantly eat my own words when i refer this year as next year be it in writing or in speech. So I m still on mc and tomorrow determines whether i go back to work next week or continue ( Read more... )

Are dreams meant for chasing or just purely exist for psychological stimulation as how our brain develops it ( Read more... )

this is the start of something new.

time is running out.
change is inevitable.
and uncertainty awaits me.

life has been so mundane except for the occasional events on weekends.
It is to the extent that nothing is even worth mentioning or updating.
brain-rotting in progress has reached a level that i hardly think or reflect on stuffs.
just waiting for time to pass...

possibly the very last time i get to travel till 2 years later.
when i get back, i need to get ready to serve the nation.
typing away on level 36 of the pinnacle, tsim sha tsui, hongkong
where the view is nothing short of awesome.
tmr i m going to wake up to an authentic dimsum breakfast! =)
in short life's good!

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I can almost see it
that dream i'm dreaming but
there's a voice inside my head saying,
you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking,
every move i make feels
lost with no direction
My faith is shaking, 
but i gotta keep trying
got to keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move,
Always going to be an ( Read more... )