No matter how hard I try...I will never be anything different then just me.

I tried to bake homemade cookies tonight...it didn't work out to well. Ha!

Today-Actually these past two days have been superb! Let me tell you what! My teacher Hondo was a complete jerk yesterday (i cried), I burnt my hand today(it smells like burnt flesh still), and my roommate really pisses me off! Linnea has become such a bitch and I am so sick of her and her 'I miss pakistan' deal! Get over it! Yeah...sorry i am just ( Read more... )

Things at school are looking up these days. Things with Jesse are so so, but whatever--I look better on a snowboard any day. I am really bored with life right now actually, and I am ready to start school ( Read more... )

Is it wrong of me to be this happy about Jess saying that he missed me? We talked for atleast an hour, which is awesome considering we hadn't been on talking terms basically. I really want to know that things will be the same when I go back, but I know they won't be. Haha. That is wishful thinking and that really never gets a girl anywhere in life ( Read more... )

HE TOLD ME THAT HE MISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am freaking out!

My fear about returning to Ravencrest for the second semester is elevating every day. I have nightmares about going back, and no Jon I am not leaving Colorado, thank you. I just wish I wasn't so darn stubborn about "giving up." I want to give up and not go back! I am so unhappy their, and no one realizes the fact that I can't make friends! I don't ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Jess.

So I screwed up royally and now I am in pain for it.
I laid in bed yesterday for four hours just staring at the ceiling while crying.

I hate him so much, but then again I like him so much.

Ugh!

I need to move on

I need to get away from this school

Love you all
Kristi

I think today I've done one of the hardest things I've ever had to do ( Read more... )

I don't even know why I try...