Coat

Sometimes I have wanted
to throw you off
like a heavy coat.

Sometimes I have said
you would not let me
breathe or move.

But now I am free
to choose light clothes
or none at all

I feel the cold
and all the time I think
how warm it used to be.

Vicki Feaver

Thanks drew

Do you not realize that I have feelings too? Why don't people realize how fragile I am ( Read more... )

Someone understands.
Thank you for understanding.

Things just aren't going right yet. I don't like it. I guess I am wanting to much. Why can't life be easy?

I went to the basketball game tonight...I was supposed to be social, but...well, that didn't work out to well. I guess I just don't fit in that well. I am more of a one on one or small group kind of gal. People really don't like me or get me ( Read more... )

I love taking quizes they are so much fun! They mean absolutely nothing but they are still fun. While I am waiting for my results, I guess I will write in here ( Read more... )

First- I went to see Kill Bill with Jordan, Levi, Beasley, and Jared (jordans younger brother) it was pretty good. If you like the whole Japenese anime thing, and incorporating that into a movie, then you will like this movie. I really enjoyed it. Well, the majority of it that i got to see. I had to run out of the theatre like two or three times ( Read more... )

I just figured i would update this because i havent for awhile. Truthfully, I don't have a reason to update it. Considering this is my vent journal... i am so happy right now... nothing to complain about...

Well, i am sure someone will give me a reason...

-Kristi-

Should i be jealous that other girls like Jordan? Cause i am. I miss him, but i know that it is just going to suck really bad when it comes down to the time i have to leave and say goodbye. It will hard enough this way, but... Oh i dunno. I just miss him so much, and I love him dearly. It's such a confusing mess ( Read more... )

Ok! So, I was totally going to lead the bible study and April Shover was going to help. I figured we would each buy a book, and then decide what to use. But no... the freaking younger person gets the freaking say. Now is that right? Considering this is my last year, and i was like oh i will do it and then she was like oh i can assist. GAY! I am so ( Read more... )

i am so confused right now, i am not sure what to do. I am in love but it hurts. I don't know what to do. I wish i knew. Why can't anyone help me. I am depressed. I put on a mask for everyone else. I let them see what they want to see. They don't see me. I'm sick of everything. Maybe if i just moved away, out of state things would be better. I wish ( Read more... )