So I have tried my hardest at nearly everything I have ever wanted.
Usually when I try hard enough and devote all my time to something and work for it, it comes out the way I want it to.
Except with people, relationships, and that ever-constant CHANGING ( Read more... )

For the past week, I think I have been in my self made hell ( Read more... )

Act like it doesn't bother you. 'Cause it eventually won't. If it doesn't matter to you, it shouldn't matter to anyone else. Portray your style like problems don't exist. Breathe something new everyday. Enhance your life with every aspect you can. L i v e ! L I V E ! L I V E !   ( It's amazing what your best friend can teach you. )

I have finally found an analogy to explain how I've been feeling ( Read more... )

In the essence of perfection we find something to strive on, to base life on, to worship, when in all honesty there is no need to ( Read more... )

I've been trying to put this really cool positive spin on everything, and it's almost like I'm failing more now then when I wasn't trying AS HARD.

I miss my fucking friends!!! I feel like I think about them so much more than they think of me ( Read more... )

I thought I was a lot stronger than I am.
Aparently not.

I'm so emotionless to everything I just want to stab myself in the leg to see if I'll feel it.

I miss all my friends.
I miss my being with them everyday.
I know I said I wasn't going to make a big deal out of this
and that I wouldn't cry, but
FUCK
I can't help it. How did I let ( Read more... )

This will be random, but suitable for my recent life, and maybe this one will stay here ( Read more... )

i'm not grounded bad anymore.
i can't do everything I used to but I'm appreciative of what I have.

This weekend was wonderful. Once Lsu is over - everday is going to be like this weekend. i know I've complained but I'm going to miss Chemistry. All the people who attend the class with me are oriental and younger than I am, with the exception of ( Read more... )

This weekend I got a total of MAYbe four hours of sleep.
I'm so tired all the time.. I wonder if I slept for a week if I would even catch up.
I went to Erin's with Randee and Amanda on Saturday. I think that's the most fun I've had all summer. We didn't do much at all but it was like 7th & 8th grade all over again-- Back when I was alive at every ( Read more... )