"it's ash wednesday............. and lent begins......... so what now?

I generaly go home to St. John's for Ash Wednesday survice..... but St. John's stoped being home.... stoped when a piece of everyone died.... when You died.

and stinkey old stuffy southern baptist don't do Ash wedensday services :(

silly baptistI feel a lil disallusioned ( Read more... )

"When Satan comes knocking send the Holy spirit to answer the door"

Yeah so Service this morning was well passionate..... really passionate..... and needed.... really needed.

I never figured myself for a fire and brimstone good old southern baptist preaching girl but honestly it wasn't so bad this morning.................... I think I need a ( Read more... )

submission...... can anyone actually describe or label or even define submission..... if you can Please..... add it to the side of mayo on the increasingly full plate of life..... in other words share please..... It's funny, I've spent the past few weeks listening to other people and their "sob stories" everything and anything from no one loves me ( Read more... )

THIS IS A WARNING 1) THIS IS A STINKING LONG JOUNRNAL ENTRY. 2) EITHER YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT OR YOU WON'T AND EITHER WAY IT'S COOL BECAUSE THIS ISN'T ABOUT ANYONE BUT ME AND ME BEING REAL WITH EVERYONE.

I'm calling your bluff...... the stakes are high and I'm risking it all.... I'm calling your bluff and laying all my cards down.... ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed how beautiful the stars are? have you ever wondered how the shine so brightly?.......

I still have lots on my mind.............

mostly about stuff

some about people

others about me and You

During times of ( Read more... )

my thoughts are all jumbled up and all I can do is giggle like a 5th grade school girl I'm etreamly exahusted and at the same time so dang giddy. I went home this weekend and it was soooooooo nice to spend time with my folks and grand folks ( Read more... )

I know I'm not entirely open with people but I do wish that when I seem upset that the people I'm talking to at that moment would show some concern..... I guess I just expect too much of people sometimes...... I don't like playing councler to my friends and then seeing them run away at the first sign of emotions..... because heaven forbid I get ( Read more... )

"...Who would dare the choice, neither or both to know, the finest quiver of joy or the agony thrill of woe! Never the equisite pain, then never the equisite bliss, for the heart that is dull to that can never be strung to this."

We are Sanctified, made holy, purified, made productive of holliness or spirtual blessings and ultimatly Set apartas ( Read more... )

"I have been delivered and you have prepared the baquent table before my enimies.... You have once again proved to be faithful in all things..... because you and you alone are God"Why is it that we never want to be patient? why do we constantly want to hurry God up? we are like children draging our parents into the toy store sayign i want this I ( Read more... )

I couldn't do it this morning..... I had to get out.... get away.... so I could just be with you.... and here I sit in the middle of a busy Panarea trying my best to hide on this cold wet sunday. I'm finding that I am becomeing more relationship oriented and I like it. over the past few days... well actually month I've had several long deep ( Read more... )