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TIRED
I'm tired tonight. I feel lost and alone. I can't see in front of me and I'm begining to like it here in the dark..... but I'm still afraid of what's here.... what lurks in the dark.... God ( Read more... ) -
Still Fairer Grows........................
" I've been reading "Captivating" and it hurts my soul so much that I can't bare to read anymore..... and I sit here with this longing..... this ache that never ends...... at least You've revealed to me what it is my heart longs for." I have done alot of reading over this summer and past semester and most of what I've put in this journal is a ( Read more... ) -
"shake that laffy taffy............"
" have you ever noticed just how much this mans world has turned into a womans world? We women don't dress to impress men, we dress for each other...... we have become the strength in this hazy world.... so who will lead us... the men I see now here aren't fit to be spirtual leaders.... they couldn't even lead a horse to water much less lead a ( Read more... ) -
A lil rock a Lil roll...... Let the Bible Belt come and save my soul
Sometimes I have it togeather on the inside and outside others well..... Let's not talk about other times So this morning was intresting. I was togeather on the outside but inside at random points I was screaming ( Read more... ) -
"And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb....."
My mind is in a swirl, I'm starting to feel it again.... I'm starting to feel others again.... They hurt..... and I can't save them from thier pain." I didn't sleep last night. I tossed turned and wept. I got a phone call at 3:30 A.M. I didn't know what to say. I can't stand it when people hurt ( Read more... ) -
do you ever wonder when the battel ends?
"Today I awoke to an erie felling of defeat"I started my Immunology class despite the fact I left the alarm clock from hell in cullman by mistake ( Read more... ) -
The sweet is never as sweet without the sour
I'm sitting here with my wine listening to the chater of good friends and family and the sounds of pre- new year party fireworks :) I don't believe in New Year's resolutions but I do believe in a better tomarrow ( Read more... ) -
Renewed Hope through the meaning of Christmas
It was a night like all the ones before, but tonight was Christmas; a Christmas like none before. Everyone gathered as we do every year but this year we all shared one thing in common; we had all lost something dear ( Read more... ) -
OYE!!!!
I have a meeting with the registar tomarrow Dec 22. at 1:30 p.m. Please pray. I'm not exactally sure what I'm doing at this point I love you all and merry Christmas!!!! -
What a way to Go.....................................
..................................... BANG the past few weeks have been a total blur. things have changed, people have changed, I have changed ( Read more... )