I just realized that I generally post when I'm upset. But this gives a skewed perspective of what is going on ( Read more... )

Two promises rip me in half. One promise to stay. The other to stay away. Both lead me to fail. And I fall deeper and deeper. This sickness sickens me worse than any I've actually contracted ( Read more... )

I was just looking at my past entries. I was writing about my fresh experiences with Aundria (when I first met her). I referred to her as "a virus, a disease, a soul tattoo of pure horrific beauty". Shoulda fucking known. That's all I'm saying.

text messages I'm deleting from my phone to remain fully present:

I think you're the perfect man alex. You're for me. I can't wait to show you.

Alex. I can't help it :( I reallllly just want you so bad. And I wanna be the girl who does it for you.
I wish that I were with you so you wouldn't have to get your own self off. I wish I were with ( Read more... )

finding my fire has been both a blessing and a curse. I'm amazed that I acquired it so quickly. I'll have to thank Phaedra for the white light. I already do ( Read more... )

temperance burning a hole in my head ( Read more... )

struggle is a natural part of existence. mastering struggle is the goal.

a diamond mind to cut through the binds.

bold. the desert is a wasteland where freedom is found ( Read more... )

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I'm so sick of the world for not waking up. About all I can do now is talk about it and educate people as I try and escape the shackles of servitude ( Read more... )