fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you! FUCK IT ALL! fuck off. fuck me. fuck this shit.

The only real power in the universe is truth. Everything else is an illusion. The only way to achieve truth is with the force of honesty.

The truth I saw tonight is so powerful I'm wanting to vomit. I can not contain it.

Come in, babe across these purple fields. The sun has sunk behind you across these purple fields. That idiot-boy in the corner is speaking deviated truths. Come on, admit it, babe: it's a wonderful life, if you can find it ( Read more... )

I got in a wreck yesterday. I broke my left hip 3 places and my back was fractured. I'm able to walk around (thanks to the aid of pain killers) with crutches ( Read more... )

WHEW! Last night some bastard at Temple spilled water (accidently) on my computer. Luckily it was only water and after sticking my computer in front of my space heater, all morning, it works ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Olivia Newton John and Electric Light Orchestra's "Magic" from the super cheesy early early 80's film Xanadu. I loved that whole movie other than the end. It reminds me of my childhood. The music itself puts me back there. The smells and the light. The light felt different. Not that it would be noticeable with a slow change ( Read more... )

Well, I've been fighting with Josh quite a bit. He's been sleeping on my couch futon in my house's front room for the past 6 months. I wasn't stoked about it in the begining, but it was only supposed to be a month or 2 at the most. He has deffinitely overstayed his welcome with everyone in this house and I know he feels attacked and in a shitty ( Read more... )

while the democratic national party is annoyingly arrogant and stupid in MANY ways, I still believe their *intentions* of being a party of the people (instead of the elite) make them far superior. I feel like I can breathe a bit easier ( Read more... )

I'm so exhausted from the past few weeks. It's been enjoyable, but crazy.

Luckily I feel myself getting back to a routine. Having a new job, even though it's part time, was the most difficult part of the past couple of weeks. That and going to portland/seattle two weekends in a row. Yowzahz.

Well, the past two weeks have been a crazy whirlwind. I learned so much. It was what I needed to grow. It was really good. Hard. It felt like a crucible, of sorts. Now I've merely got to stay vigilant.