hey renea, why don't you show up for your friends when they actually need you?

oh yeah, cause then it would cut into your busy schedule. way to go.

boo, you whore.

and kristin, you do whatever you want. it's what you're best at.

xoxo

i love when people take the time out of their day to write about how they're "finally doing what they want" and talk about how wonderful their life is ( Read more... )

it's just a different day. you'd think that i'd be excited at this point, and part of me is. we've got our homecoming show tomorrow which is going to be a blast and hopefully we get a lot of kids to come out. but right now, i think i'm going to fucking explode. is it so much to ask to just have some time to myself? i don't think i'm being selfish ( Read more... )

it's getting to a point where things have become rediculous. i keep thinking that i have things sorted out, and sometimes it really seems like i do. i just don't know why i keep falling into the same habits. it's like, i've met a bunch of nice girls, they're nice, cute, funny, but there's something in my head that keeps telling me to get the fuck ( Read more... )

and i can't fall asleep. granted, i haven't really tried. but i'm up talking to an awesome girl right now and i'd rather do that than sleep ( Read more... )

shit ( Read more... )

how we got to a point where we can just hit "delete" and remove someone from our lives. has love become that convenient? well, i have nothing to hide.

some lyrics i've written that really sum up how i feel right now:

"tear out the pages, we'll burn them together."

"don't say you're sorry, just say goodbye."

xoxo

so tonight was actually pretty wicked awesome. kali drove all the way out from rochester to hang out, since she definitely needed to get away from home for a bit. we walked around downtown and she got to see where i worked. then we met up with tommy and kris at the mall so we could get some shopping done. kris spent like 100 dollars at the pussy ( Read more... )

when things are going so well i always wonder why i keep this thing. i never update because i don't have much to talk about, then things fall apart and i'm back here so fast it makes my head hurt ( Read more... )

i used to be so observant. i used to be able to show people that i cared and make them smile. i've turned into this alternate version of myself for some reason and i guess i never really took a step back to realize it. to be honest, it sucks to look back on the last couple months of your life and find more bad than good. i mean sure, there will ( Read more... )