I'm allowed to be confused.
Being a girl is confusing enough, but being a high school girl is different topic. Not only do I have to balance, school, work, friends, band, boyfriend,college, but loads of other stupid stuff as well. I hate having voices in my head, that I must talk to myself about everything. So I figure that I shall start this ( Read more... )

First off, today is three months for me and my lovely Antonio =) And it's been the most amazing three of my whole life ( Read more... )

I hate the teenage life style. Or at least my teenage lifestyle. I stayed home from school today, because I had so much homework. But I didn't even get that much accomplished. I mean I got some of it done, but not as much as I had hoped for ( Read more... )

There is so much crap that needs to be done in school. Honestly. I don't think I've ever had this much homework in my life. I'm taking tomorrow off from school, in hopes to get caught up. Mrs. Cairns is trying to kill us. I've come to that conclusion. Ugh. And to top it off, I havn't even started that book for Whyle. I'm going to finish it ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a really long time since I wrote in here. Not a lot of people read these things anymore, but it still makes me feel better to let things out in here ( Read more... )

I wish I could explain what all is going on. It is all in my head but I don't want it all to come out. The rush of it being let out alone would make my head explode. It is so confusing. Everything. And I feel like the more and more I try the farther and farther away from accomplishing I become. I feel like, everything I have been feeling now for a ( Read more... )

I need to figure things out.
So be prepared for a long entry withen the next few days.

LessThenThree
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My head hurts so bad right now. Between 4:30 and 4:45 I read 15 pages in that Russian book for Hess. Then between that and 5:30 I had dinner. Then until 8:00 I finished my homework and worked on scales. At 8:05 I started on page 13 of the book, at 9:20 I was on page 63. I took a break and at 9:45 I started back up on the book and got to page 100 ( Read more... )

I just noticed how much I've really matured withen the last year. "Orange shirt boy" or "Fruit snack boy" is very confusing. And I've talked to people about it, and I'm being rebellious and not messaging him until he does, which maybe never now. I don't even know what I did actually but whatever for now I guess, I've got a lot of things more ( Read more... )

Ehh being a teenager sucks, let alone being a teenage girl ( Read more... )