i actually don't think that i've ever felt like this before. I have never felt like i wasn't doing the right thing with my relationship. I never felt like i don't have true compassion or support from my one and only love. I actually don't think i've ever second guessed that he loves me more than anything in the world. I actually don't know what ( Read more... )

Now that summer's over, we'll wonder what to do. We'll finish our last nights in your car, just like we always do. I'll hold you closer and tell you I love you but it won't matter in the end. It's obvious you're leaving soon just another heart to mend. So, what happens once you lose control? When the future has to start. What happens when you're ( Read more... )

You Can Change Your Life, But It Won't Be Easy
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i know this week is just going to suck the more and more i think about it because finals are this week and all i want to do is eateateat and see my boyfriend not study and go to the gym like i have been doing so good at these past four weeks. I have been trying for 4 hours now to write this paper, and i have gotten a lot of other things done but ( Read more... )

i like to play my music really loud.

it's things a lot like this ( http://xmaiziex13.livejournal.com/96182.html ) that make me feel inspired and make me want to continue with all of the community service that i do. I know that it takes up ENTIRELY too much time and it makes me want to cry with how much i wish i didn't make ( Read more... )

Mind your manners ( Read more... )

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" i've learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. PEOPLE WILL HURT YOU EVEN WHEN THEY MIGHT NOT MEAN TO. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever ( Read more... )

no time for really updating. just want to say that Washington D.C. Displace Me 2007 was amazing and i wouldn't have traded my saturday night for the world. was so great, and i want to do more things like that. i wrote everything in my www.xanga.com/ohthose_citylights and it's better to read it all there. i love it ( Read more... )